I am here to admit my failure's and believe me I do fail. I was doing so good on my weightloss, but soemthing happened. I am not sure what happened, but something did and it was like hitting a brick wall. I gained 3lbs back. I was so disappointed I started jumping back into my old habits. Eating bad, barely working out, not liking myself. Finally I forced myself to go back to the gym. Thank goodness I did. The first session back I sucked. Even the trainer said I wasn't myself. I told him I wasn't into it and I didn't feel good. Well he didn't give up on me. Instead he changed my workout and pushed me.
I hated every moment of that workout and could have screamed at my trainer, but I didn't. I complained and he let me, but he never let me quit. So I did the workout even though I didn't want to. You know what happend? I left much happier and felt like I WASN'T a failure. Instead I knew I could do it, and there was someone there to push me to do it.
So once again i am back on track. I have so far to go, but I have taken off the 3lbs I gained and I know I will be okay. Time to focus and get serious. I realy want to lose another 30lbs before September!
